When PMA is very hard to find……

I have had a very difficult last week and a bit.

Losing a part of ones soul that was filled with the littlest of furry heartbeat love has truly seen me at the fathomless depths of sadness.

I have been here before, loosing my Dad, losing two German Shepard dogs, but nothing could have prepared me for the loss of little Bundi.  Is it because she is missing?  There is no closure… what if she just walks in the back door… what if she is high up in a tree somewhere…  is that her miauw?  Did SHE eat that food i put out?

It’s that not knowing… the what if… Continue reading “When PMA is very hard to find……”