When PMA is very hard to find……

I have had a very difficult last week and a bit.

Losing a part of ones soul that was filled with the littlest of furry heartbeat love has truly seen me at the fathomless depths of sadness.

I have been here before, loosing my Dad, losing two German Shepard dogs, but nothing could have prepared me for the loss of little Bundi. ย Is it because she is missing? ย There is no closure… what if she just walks in the back door… what if she is high up in a tree somewhere… ย is that her miauw? ย Did SHE eat that food i put out?

It’s that not knowing… the what if… Continue reading “When PMA is very hard to find……”